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Once upon a time there was a bricklayer and a weaver, and they had three sons, and the third of those sons knew his place in the world quite well.

“Mother,” the third son would say to the weaver, “please be sure to give me the smallest portion of food at mealtimes. I want to be sure my brothers grow up big and strong while I stay small and humble-looking.” And though this puzzled his mother she loved her family greatly, and so did as he requested.

“Father,” the third son would say to the bricklayer, “please be sure to scold me often for laziness and lack of diligence. I want to be sure I am the least of your sons in your eyes.” And though this puzzled his father he loved his family greatly, and so did as he requested.

Then after some time passed the bricklayer became very ill and died of the Squats, which was considered tragic but not all that unusual, and the time came for his children to inherit much of his property.

“Brothers,” the third son said to his siblings, “please be sure to take up ALL of father’s estate and possessions – his worldly belongings, his wealth, his home, all of it but these two humble bricks from his work-table. Do not let me have a single thing besides – this is important! And if you would mock and jeer at me and drive me from this place now, it would be much appreciated. I shall now seek my fortune.” And all of that made no sense at all to his two older brothers, but they were already sick at heart from the death of their father and were in no mood to gainsay the heartfelt requests of another member of the family, so they – carefully! – cursed him and – gently! – beat him about the head and – politely! – threw him out into the woods with only a torn shirt and the two humble bricks from his father’s work-table for company.

“Excellent,” said the third son with great satisfaction as he rubbed a palm over his bruises. “All is proceeding precisely as I wish. Now I have but to find some lost traveller in need of assistance, and my fortune shall be made whole and entire and real.”

“Hello,” said an old, old, old woman, who was bent double from weariness in the ditch nearby. “Could someone please show some pity to this lost traveller in need of assistance?”
“Truly wonderful,” said the third son. “I will do so, old, old, old woman, for although I am but the humble third son of a bricklayer with naught to his name but these two humble bricks from my dead father’s work-bench, I know that I will always assist those in need!”
“Oh lovely,” said the old, old, old woman. And though the bricklayer’s third son was somewhat bruised and somewhat small and humble-looking, he was still a bricklayer’s son and she was as light as a hollow-boned little bird, so carrying her to her home took little effort.

“This may surprise you,” she said after she had been placed on her own two legs once more, “but I am in fact a powerful worker and sculptor of magic, and I wish to reward you. Would you like wealth? Jewels and gold are trivial for me to grant you.”
“No!” said the third son readily.

“Would you like titles? A snap of my fingers and a dozen armed men will serve you; a great house and servants will thrust free of the wilderness for your use.”

“No!” said the third son easily.

“Since you are so (suspiciously) modest and humble, how about if I just enchanted those two equally-modest-and-humble bricks of yours? I can make it so they might build anything you wish so long as you continue to stack them atop one another.”

“Yes!” said the third son promptly, with a grin so wide it might have been called – on the face of a less small and humble person – a leer.

“Then it will be done, and my debt is settled and our bargain is made,” said the old, old, old woman, as she spat on her palm and gently tapped each brick once with her long, long, long forefinger (which was crooked besides). “Go now, and do great things.”

“Indeed,” said the third son with deep and all-consuming glee. “Indeed.”

***

After the third son of the bricklayer left the home of the old, old, old woman behind he walked with quick feet. Destiny was pulling at his soles, dragging him closer and closer to that which he sought, and before nightfall had come he saw it waiting for him beside the road: a bent-backed farmer, stooped low besides the crumbling remnants of his field.

“Ah, traveller, would you by chance have pity in your heart and a need for an afternoon’s pay?” he asked. “My field is picked clean by animals every eve, and I need assistance in putting up a fence – even one of simple sticks would do. Please, lend me a hand.”
“I shall do you one better,” said the third son with a smile. “In exchange for a fine meal and a place to sleep for the night, I will build you a stout brick wall before the stew is done cooking.”

“That would be a cheap price indeed for such a miracle,” said the farmer, “but I will accept your help at such a price regardless.”

So the farmer went to the woods to cut sticks, but while he was doing so the third son took the two humble bricks from his pockets and began to stack them, one atop the other. He did so once, then twice, then thrice, then thrice again, and by the time the farmer had returned with the few meager limbs of wood the forest nearby could offer him the third son had laid a foundation halfway around the field and was working on getting it up past chest-height.

“Why, a miracle indeed!” said the farmer. “I will race to get that stew done for you.”

“Too slow!” said the third son, and indeed it was, for he was done his work on a proud and high brick wall around the field long before the stew was ready, and spent the rest of the evening relaxing.
“Would you like to marry one of my daughters?” asked the farmer the next morning. “You are a maker of miracles, and a hard worker, and they have told me small and humble-looking is pretty easy on the eyes.”

“I thank you,” said the third son, “but my fortune lies elsewhere. Only give me some better clothes, if you have them – mine are worn to tatters.”
“I’ll give you my best,” vowed the farmer. And so he did, and so the third son walked down the road in fine clothes with all his bruises well-rested and fading and the two humble bricks in a nice leather pack. He travelled all afternoon at unhurried pace until he saw a despondent noble sitting at the roadside, surrounded by his household.

“How fare you, noble traveller!” cried the third son.

“Pretty poor, thanks – though not as poor as you, by the looks of things,” replied the nobleman, sweeping a tired but critical eye over the third son’s accoutrement. “Were your clothing a little more dusty and tattered I’d think you some insolent peasant, rather than an upstanding man down on his luck for the moment. Alas – ordering the thrashing of a reprobate might alleviate my despair and sorrow.” And his critical eye drifted lazily over his household, which all shuddered away from it.

“What troubles your spirits so, noble traveller?” asked the third son forthrightly.

“My manor has been swallowed by a bog,” said the nobleman moodily. “It was a fine building about so-and-so on one side and such-and-such on the other and of about this many stories in height. The architects told me that would be safe and stable, even on such unsteady ground, and so I have had them put to death. The tatterdemalion fools did not even think to warn me not to coat the entire building with gold lest it offset the weight, can you believe it?”
“I cannot,” said the third son sincerely, “but I can believe this: I can replace your sunken and swallowed manse today, for you, by myself.”
“Insanity,” said the noble promptly. “Lunacy. I am eager to watch, and when you fail, I shall be eager to have you decapitated. Goodness knows there’s nothing much else for a nobleman to do in a swamp.”

And so while the nobleman was fanned and fed fine fruits the third son took the two humble bricks from his pockets and began to stack them, one atop the other. He did so once, then twice, then thrice, then thrice again, and by the time the nobleman had flogged his fourth servant for mishandling a plate the third son had laid the foundations for a building about so-and-so on one side and such-and-such on the other, and was already stacking higher.

“My gracious and my oath,” said the nobleman, nearly falling into a socially appropriate swoon. “I can scarcely believe my most astute eyes. But what if it can’t be gilded?”
“Have no fear!” called the third son, “I will fill the swamp itself!” And indeed he did, for by evening’s time he had not only completed the building to a height of about-this-many-stories (roof and all) but he had filled the swamp bottom to top with sturdy bricks and turned it into an elegant courtyard fit for a fine dinner party, which he and the nobleman shared while his household was busy regilding the premises.
“I suppose I can host you for the night, in spite of the state of your wardrobe,” mused the nobleman. “Is there anything else I can do for you? Executing someone, ideally; but there’s always gold and property.”

“I thank you, but my fortune lies elsewhere,” said the third son. “A sack full of stones from the drained swamp is all I ask.”
“How excitingly unreasonable,” marvelled the nobleman. “Someone will do that. Now go to bed so I don’t have to look at you anymore.” And someone did, and when the third son left the rebuilt manor that morning he did so in his (somewhat dusty) fine clothing with two packs: one leather and holding his two humble bricks, and one from woven gold holding a large collection of swamp stones, knobbly and easily clutched in a knuckle-grip. He walked all morning until he heard distant cries and lamentations, then he smiled and broke into a run, and at last he came upon a troubled city from which anguish and terror radiated like licking flames.

“Help!” called the citizens. “Save us!”

“I shall, I shall,” whispered the third son, hungry and through his teeth. “Just find me your mayor.”

“Here!” called the citizens, “here!” The city’s mayor came, pale of face and bulging of eye, with a cut dribbling fresh blood down his cheek.

“We are besieged,” he explained. “A terrible giant has built a fortress on the hill above us, and from there he flings flaming boulders into town unless we meet his demands and feed him our children. His walls are impenetrable, his aim is perfect. We cannot stop him. Can you? You don’t look like much, but we’ll try anything.”
“Absolutely,” said the third son. “Only give me some lunch. This will take a bit of work.”

“We can spare it,” said the mayor. And they gave the third son a full satchel, and so he walked towards the hill that the giant’s fortress squatted upon with a vibrant heart and a singing step.

But he did not walk all the way. Halfway there he stopped, and he climbed a tree, and he made note of the fortress’s height (great) and its sturdiness (formidable) and the arcing force of the giant’s fiery boulders that issued forth from its ramparts (perilous). Then the third son laughed, and he took the two humble bricks from their pack, and he began to stack them, one atop the other. He did so once, then twice, then thrice, then thrice again, and thrice again, and thrice again, and thrice once more, until he had built a tower higher than any tree, higher than the hill, higher than the walls of the giant’s fortress, and he could see all the way down into the giant’s war-parapet, where he was quenching his thirst between volleys with a huge pitcher. The giant had six arms and three heads, and each begrudged the other two their turn to sip, so it was in the spirit of mischief as much as experimentation that led the third so to aim his first rock so that it shattered the giant’s pitcher.

“Ho!” shouted the giant’s first head, pointing accusingly. “This thing is empty! One of you greedy louts drained it before my turn!”
“Not so,” countered the giant’s second head, raising a clasped palm. “See, I have broken pottery in my hand here – one of you must have broken it with your clumsy fingers.”
“Ah,” declared the giant’s third head, gazing upwards. “I see the problem. While you two are bickering, someone has climbed up above us and is throwing stones. A cheap trick.”
“What?” asked the giant’s first head.

“Gnrk,” said the giant’s second head, lolling back with a small swamp stone lodged deep in his brow.

From there the battle began in sharpness and earnestness, and for every stone that descended from above six fiery boulders left the giant’s six palms. But fiercely though they flew they did so in defiance of gravity, while the third son’s made it their happy ally, and so in each exchange all six shots bounced and cartwheeled harmlessly down the long, long sides of the third son’s mighty tower while his single stone inevitably struck the giant on hand, on palm, on wrist, and on foot. So dwindled the giant’s ability to strike back, then his ability to flee, and at last when he laid groaning and broken on his parapet down came two last stones – plunk plonk – onto each of his remaining heads, shattering their crowns and killing him entirely.

“Ah,” said the third son, sitting back in satisfaction, and he took a moment to consider his situation. It was not quite noon, he had ample food, and he had a bag of stones that was still more than half full. His smile was wide and broad and totally genuinely and very awful.

“THIS,” he said, “is my fortune at last.”

Then he plucked up a stone, aimed, and fired. Thunk, and down went the mayor of the city.

“That was for speaking so undeferentially to me, when I might have saved you!” shouted the third son. Aim, fire, thunk and down went the nobleman in his manor, before he could finish his afternoon drink. “And that was for considering me unsightly!” he laughed. Aim, fire, thunk and over went the farmer in his field, back bent farther than ever before. “That was for giving me such poor clothing!” he called. Aim, fire, thunk, and in the old bricklayer’s home his oldest brother fell backwards at his workbench. “And THAT,” mocked the third son, “ was for mocking and jeering at me! Whether I ask it or no, I need not tolerate such any longer!” And he laughed and cheered and sat down for a good long lunch and when it was done he took a long nap, for he had risen early for three days of travel.

While the third son of the bricklayer slept, his second brother sat down by the road and cried for a while, where an old, old, old woman found him.

“Hello,” said the second son, rubbing his eyes clear. “Can I help you?”
“I’m actually doing alright at the moment,” said the old, old, old woman. “But you look troubled.”
“My older brother was just struck down by a stone from the sky at our father’s work-bench,” said the second son. “My poor mother has just had our father pass on and seen our youngest brother demand to be driven out of house and home, and now this – what will I tell her? What will I do?”

“Hmm,” said the old, old, old woman. “I think I might know the problem, and I think I might have caused it. As such, I will fix it.” So she spat on her palm twice and tapped her long, long, long (and most crooked) forefinger on a small egg she took from her pocket, and she gave the egg and two small pieces of fruit to the second brother.

“Put that in your brother’s mouth,” she told him, “and place this egg in his pocket. Then if a stone strikes him again, put the second piece in his mouth. And don’t worry about whatever happens next. It’s not your fault.”

The second brother was troubled a bit by the implications of this, but not as much as he was troubled by anything else that had happened that day, and so he did as he was told, and how astonished he was when his older brother’s eyes opened once more and he groaned as though he’d drunk too much, rather than because his skull had been perforated. But joy overcame shock, and by the time the third brother was awake and stretching his arms atop his lofty tower he was himself astonished to see that his oldest brother was not dead at his father’s work-bench but was happily stacking bricks in his yard.

“What?!” he shouted. “I threw true! I always do! There is meddling afoot, and trickery, and that is NOT appropriate – I am the third son! I am the trickster, the meddler! I am the one who receives his fortune! This is NOT ALLOWED!” and so saying (and spitting [and spiting]) he took up another stone and cast it down, down, down all the way to his older brother, who fell dead just as he stood up for his work, landing face-down in the dirt atop the bricks and cracking open the egg in his pocket.

The egg hatched. What came out was not a bird, but it was shaped something like one, although it grew much more quickly. With its first breath it was the size of a songbird, with its second it was the size of a turkey, with its third it was the size of a human, with its fourth it stood as tall as a house, and then it took a great final breath and leapt into the air with a great push of its powerful clawed wings, long neck straight and beak clattering. It spiralled up, up, up into the air, following the disturbance left by the passing of the swamp stone, and it circled the third son’s tower like a vulture above a corpse.

“Ho! Get away! Shoo!” called the third son. “I have felled giants uglier and more powerful than you! Shoo!” And he threw a stone, but for such a big animal the not-bird was quick, and it moved its long, long neck ever so slightly and the third son’s stone flew harmlessly away. This angered him and his second try was hastier and less aimed yet, and the third worse on both accounts, and on and on until his golden bag was empty of swamp-stones, then his satchel of lunch, then his sturdy shoes, and still the great not-bird came closer, its beak snapped more hungrily, until the third son of the bricklayer felt true, cold fear crawling up his back with its clawed feet for the first time in his entire life, for although he had planned and schemed past many obstacles to MAKE his fortune he realized that he had never thought for an instant as to how he might KEEP it. It was the dread of those who have much, and it struck the third son like a snake-bite, and in that moment he did what those who feel it always do, which was the most-immediate, least-sensible thing, and he reached into his leather pack and pulled out one of the two humble bricks and he threw it at the not-bird.

It caught it in its mouth and flew away.

The third son stood there for a moment, not sure of how he felt. Then he realized something awful, and could not help but look into the leather pack.

There was but one humble brick in there, and it was not stacked atop another. Not once. Not twice. Not thrice.

And so, in short and sharp suddenness, all that the stacking of the two humble bricks had wrought became unwrought. The farmer’s brick wall fell away as if it were made of hair-thin twigs; the nobleman’s new manor slid ripplelessly into the swamp; and the great and tall tower of the third son – beneath his very feet – was gone.

The air beneath it, however, was not. Nor was the ground far, far, far below that.

***

The first and second sons of the bricklayer (after a second bite of fruit for the eldest) did well enough, and married the two orphaned daughters of an elderly farmer from down the road.

The nobleman’s household took the leftover gilding from the sunken manor and moved to a nearby city, where the head cook became mayor.

The giant’s fortress was never visited by any except the most brave and most-dared children that crept to its closed gates, who claimed to hear dreadful clacking and clattering noises within, as if the giant were clapping a pair of giant shears together.

The humble bricks were placed in the old, old, old woman’s garden, where she used them to prop up her bench.

They laid side by side, of course. She didn’t need more of THAT foolishness.

I came down late to breakfast, and boy was that a mistake. The novices were squawking, the brothers were fussing, and the abbot looked fit to explode.

“-delinquency will NOT be excused by such wild stories!” he shouted. “Now give me the REAL answer!”
“It’s true! It’s true!” squealed the youngest – a deeply unfortunate young man with a deeply fortunate face currently contorted into desperate panic. “He left to the toilet – he screamed – he never came back! That’s all I know! That’s all I know!”

“I DID hear that scream,” chimed in Brother Theodore helpfully. “I was up checking my onions. They need the night air, you know.”
“Thank you, brother,” said the abbot between his two largest teeth and nothing else. “That is very helpful. But given the evidence we have – a missing novice and a scream – and the evidence we lack – any proof of malfeasance or wrongdoing – I think we can -”

“It was full moon last night,” blurted out another one of the novices.

As one, every face in the hall turned to face me, my hand still on the bannister.

I sighed.

“Well!” said the abbot pleasantly. “Isn’t it fortunate that we have an animal expert and proven werewolf-hunter in-residence? Someone pack Brother Simon a snack for the road; he will be making his trip to the village early today.”

***

It was a bright, beautiful morning and I hated every minute of it. I hated the clock-clock of my shoes against the road; I hated the warm sun in my eyes and the cool breeze sending creeping gooseflesh up my legs; I hated that I hated the half-mushy apple I was eating instead of breakfast; I hated that last summer I had visibly expressed satisfaction over proving that the ‘werewolf’ that had killed a sheep was the abbot’s favourite dog; I hated that the abbot was getting less and less subtle about how much he knew about the bottle I picked up from the pub every fortnight; and I especially hated that I probably could’ve avoided all of this if I had just woken up on time.

A bird chirped brightly from a nearby bush. That kept me committing blasphemy in my mind all the rest of the way into town, where I saw an unusual sight.

The wrong kind of unusual.

No concerned shepherds, no pale-faced parents, no angry mobs demanding a scapegoat and justice. Just a village of farmers and pilgrim-bilkers, making their livings and glancing occasionally at the irritated lump of monk standing in the walnut-shaded center of village square and peering suspiciously at everyone. And, of course, the loud man hunched double on the roof of the pub swearing and slamming shingles into place with a hammer and a bruised thumb

“Morning, Brother Simon,” said the man at the bottom of the ladder.
“What gives?” I asked him.

“Eh?”
“Forget about it. Passing thought. How’s business?”

“Oh, it’s absolutely crazy. Jean’s spent more time with his feet on roofs than with them on the ground since last night. Dunno what it was up there, but it had sharp toes.”
“Huh.”

“So…werewolf, right?”
I gave him the stare of a man who’d eaten a mush-apple for breakfast.

“Sorry, sorry, just figured, you know? Just figured.”

“Yeah.”

“Still… dogs can’t climb houses.”

“Thanks. Can I have one of the old tiles?”

“No problem!”

I cursed him and muttered a little prayer for his soul, which probably broke even. Thus spiritually neutralized, I sat under the walnut tree and checked rooftops.

One. Two. Three. Four. More. Every building in sight had either a freshly repaired roof or some sort of odd scarring adorning its eaves.

I looked at the tile in my hands. ‘Odd.’ That was the polite way of saying ‘clawed.’ Something big – really big, with sharp nails – had scuttled over this and it hadn’t been shy about it.

I groaned and threw back my head in frustration, looking up at the picked-clean branches of the walnut overhead. If there was an honest-to-god werewolf out there I’d have to move. I’d have to leave. Hell, I might have to abandon my vows and go be a knife-grinder; anything but live in the same building as the abbot. It was a grim, inescapable sort of thought that held me close to its breast as it dropped into the abyss, and accordingly I decided to go to the pub.

***

Bret jumped when he saw me. He was a big man; it took a lot of force and it made a bit of noise. “Brother Simon!”
“Bartender Bret.”
“You’re here early. Weather’s ah, nice for it, isn’t it?”
“Probably. Surprised you’d call this early, though, what with all the racket you must have heard all night.”
“Oh yes, oh yes. Terrible, terrible. Jean’s giving us all deals – real neighborly of him – but still, ah, the expense, the expense! Always a terrible thing, a surprise cost. Any chance I can rely on you to recoup a little of my misfortune, brother?”
I smiled. “You know, you just might. Two this time, I think. I’ve got a headache to make up for.”
Bret beamed like a bear ass-deep in honeycomb, and he left to fetch the bottles so excited and relieved that he didn’t even hear my weary footsteps as I got up and walked around the bar.

“Boo,” I said.

To his credit, the missing novice didn’t scream. This was because he had stuffed both his hands in his mouth down to the knuckles.

“Oh Christ, get out of there. You’ll chew a thumb off. C’mon, up you get.”
“Imnotgoinback!” he squeaked, arms shaking, fingers nigh bone-dry despite their recent place of residence.

“Slower, please.”

“I’m not, goingback, I can’t, I won’t, i-”

“Okay, good. Now clearer, please.”

His mouth opened and shut in an agony of indecision.

I sighed. “Look. Bret’s going to be back in three seconds, with two bottles. We’re opening one. There’s time.”

Bret poked his head up from the cellar and went through a series of emotions.

“There, y’see? Just like I said. Hey Bret, you had a friend of mine staying over. Feel free to sit in on this.”

***

The novice shook like a leaf until three glasses in, which was pretty impressive. I didn’t aim for style in my drinks; I went for efficiency.

“I’m going home. I can’t go back,” he explained.

“So you’ve said.” I was on glass four, but I had more practice and I knew I could handle it and most importantly I really really needed it.
“I, I went to the bathroom. That was all. Nothing else, I wasn’t stealing from Brother Theodore’s garden or, or sneaking into the kitchens or climbing the wall or ANYTHING. That’s all I was doing. I was halfway back when it happened.”
“And what happened?”
He stared into his glass. I nodded at Bret, who – still-reluctantly, but apparently now believing I wasn’t going to burn the boy at the stake – filled it. The novice did not register this. He was looking somewhere farther away than the table.

“Something leapt at me,” he said, slowly and carefully. “From behind. I kicked loose and ran and I glanced over my shoulder and I saw hair and FANGS and I screamed – just once, because I needed to run. I couldn’t not scream, you know? It just shot out of me. And then I ran, and I ran, and every step I ran it was right behind me and it chased me right out of the abbey, right through the front doors and halfway down to town before I couldn’t feel its breath on my heels. And when it stopped it, it made the most horrible call.”
I sighed and slumped in my chair.

“Sharp. Quick. Furious.”
I unslumped and unsighed. “Wait, what? Not a howl?”
“No! No. I don’t think I can forget that noise, EVER. It’ll be with me on my deathbed if I live to a hundred.”

“What was it?”

He took a breath, then spat it out.

I stared at him.

He stared back.

Bret stared at us staring at each other.

“… is that okay?” asked the novice.

“Yes. From most angles it makes no sense at all, but I think I see one where it fits a bit too well.” I stood up, half-empty bottle in one hand. “Bret, I’ll be leaving my second sample with our mutual friend here. I’ve got to go back. Fast.”

“What’re you going to do?” he asked.

“Confirm a hunch. Too many things add up just wrong.” One of them struck me as I put a foot out the door. “By the way… Bret, when did you harvest that walnut?”
“The tree in the square, brother? Never. Nobody eats from it. Bad luck.”

And because nobody eats them and everyone’s eyes are on the roofs today, nobody’s noticed. Oh no. “Thank you, Bret. If I never see you again, you should know that you were the only reason I’m still alive and sane for the past twelve years. Make sure he doesn’t finish the bottle in one go, okay? Got to run.”

And I did. At least for most of the way. Time was wasting – had been since before I got up today. But I might still have just enough.

***

The abbot didn’t come to his door at the first knock.

“Perhaps we might-” said Brother Theodore behind me, and while he was saying that I pushed it open. It took some effort since there was a lock in the way, but it was more of a formal barrier than a real one and the cheap clasp burst loose from the firm wood with a quick crunch.

There were six large and surly brothers behind me who would probably have something to say about the destruction of monastic property. As the door swung wide, they immediately found higher priorities than myself.

Abbot Alvin was an arrogant, high-handed, peevish son of a bitch. He also lived only somewhat more smugly and less frugally than was technically expected of a  man of his station. His furniture, his writing desk, his bedframe, all were well-made and solid and only mildly adorned. If he had more than the monks under his care, it was comfortably debatable how close it came to extravagance.

Every single wooden item had been shredded and reduced to slivers and splinters. In the center of the room the abbot himself blinked and sat upright, nestled in the midst of a sea of woodchips and some fuzzy lint that might once have been a blanket.

“Brother SIMON?” he asked, and the outrage was there, but it was off. He was upset I was there, but not as upset as a man whose subordinate had just broken his front door should be.

Got you.

“I left the village early,” I explained. Move on, before he takes the focus anywhere but himself. “Bet you expected me to stay out of the way while you cleaned up. Nice redecoration.”
“The missing novice, I came upstairs just now and found that, he must have-”

“He’s in town. Has been since last night.” No sense giving someone rope to hang themselves when they might use it to get a grip instead. Let’s keep him flailing.

“You can’t prove that!”

“Something chased him out. Know anything about that?”

“Wild nonsense! You, you yourself proved it! Werewolves aren’t real!”
“Didn’t say anything about werewolves.” Time to make the play. “Know anything about this?”

The abbot stared at the little walnut in my hand like I’d kidnapped his daughter. “Give it,” he whispered.

“It was hard to find; something cleaned out the whole tree. Know anything about it?”
“It’s not yours you can’t have it.”

“Sure, what is it?”
“It’s mine.”
“Why?”
“MINE!” he screamed, and he leapt – and really, really leapt at me. From across the room, a standing start, and as he leapt he was furred, and striped, and he hit me all needle-claws and furious anger and indignation, tail bristling above us both like a little flag as I fell flat on my back in the doorway, staring up at a pair of insulted eyes in a very different context than usual, perched above razor-sharp and saw-sized incisors.
““CHIP-CHIP, CHIP-CHIP, CHIP-CHIP!” he screamed.

And about then was when the two brothers on the stairway who’d been holding onto the abbot’s dogs let them loose.

“CHUCK, CHUCK!” he squeaked furiously. Then he spun on his heel and leapt out the window, exploding outwards in a haze of glass shards and outrage.

I laid there. The dogs were barking out the window. In the distance, the abbot was chipping furiously. And above me, the round, puzzled face of Brother Theodore gently intruded. All of these things were difficult to contemplate.

“Do you suppose,” he asked carefully, “that he will be coming back?”
I shrugged. It hurt. Those little claws had been sharp.

“Well, I suppose we can put up screens to stop him creeping indoors. And put a lock on the novice’s quarters, so he won’t chase them out.” He frowned, an uncanny expression on him, and his voice dropped to a whisper. “There is one thing that’s troubling me, though…”

“Shoot,” I croaked.

“…do you think I shouldn’t have fed him that walnut tart last month? I didn’t know that tree was so contentious, and when I went to look for new produce there were so many of them just CRYING out to be picked up, and well. Waste not want not?”

“I do not think,” I said, “that anyone is going to blame you for turning the abbot into a were-ground-squirrel as a result of feeding him cursed walnuts.”

“Oh yes, of course, when you put it like that.” He reached down and helped me up. “But still, one likes to be certain about things.”

“Yes,” I winced as I was towed upright, heels slipping through the mess of strewn wood fragments. “Especially with chip-monks.”

Ring, ring.                                                                                                             

Exclemptes zo Wilhomp, Purveyor and Planner of Beastes Moste Reptilliyan, looked at the doorway to his establishment as if it were a dead spider. One-handed, he fumbled for the speaking-trumpet at his desk – a new and very much unwelcome addition.

“Akoloids!” he snapped down it.

“Yeah?” came the reply, fogged by several dozen yards, many spiderwebs, and the sucked-dry corpses of hundreds of lost mantisflies.

“There is a CLIENT at the doorway and they don’t seem to understand how to OPEN the DOOR. Do I need to put up instructions?!”
“Is the door locked?”
“The secretary takes care of that.”
“You fired the secretary. That’s why you’re up front.”
“She fired herself. Nobody strikes the person of the Baron Vogelschnapps and expects to retain employment, no matter how hard he tries to stick his hand down their blouse.”

“Right. Right. So, did you unlock the door, since she didn’t?”

Exclemptes hung up the speaking trumpet and glared sourly at his desk, where a large, beautiful key watched him with innocence. Your forebears build the business, you tend it as all your predecessors have, and what do your employees do? Leave you in the lurch to clean up their messes. Some people are just too stupid for words. It was in this spirit of mind that he took up the key, put it in the front door, turned it, and returned to his desk, where he plunged the instrument into a deep drawer that it might someday cease to disgust him.

Then he began to read the paper.

“Erm-” suggested the prospective client after some two minutes of this. His clothing was colourful but dissolute and his manner shabby, as was typical of heralds and messengers.

“Exclemptes zo Wilhomp, Purveyor and Planner of Beastes Moste Reptilliyan and co-owner of Wilhomp & Akoloids Greate Reptiyles,” reeled off Exclemptes. “But you may address me as ‘Master Wilhomp.’”

“Yes master Wilhomp.”

“Capitalize it.”
“Yes, Master Wilhomp.”

Exclemptes nodded in satisfaction. “Good. Now, what does your lord wish of me? Present unto me the documentation so that we can get on with this.”
“Err….m’lord wished to procure his order…verbally.”
“Verbally!?”
“Ah, orally?”
“I KNOW what ‘verbally’ means you illiterate louse!” Exclemptes slammed his fist into the desk. “But a contract without written seal? Does he take me for a buffoon? A jester? A churl? A CHUMP? Give me his name so that I may blackball him!”
“Baron Vogelschnapps,” gasped out the messenger, reeling under the onslaught.

Exclemptes’s stomach jerked two inches to the right.

“Well,” he said. His fist uncurled, palm flat to the desktop. Legal papers and half-drafted hiring notices for new secretaries stuck to his suddenly sweating skin. “Perhaps a one-time accommodation might be made. I am pleased to hear your lord has rethought his notions and sought to patronize our establishment once more. Now, what has he commanded you to purchase?”
“A… custom order, of sorts.”
“Pea-brained poltroon! ALL dragons, drakes, wyrms, wyverns, wurms, devil-lizards, serpents, and scaly horrors produced by Wilhomp & Akoloids are custom-made! Who do you think crafted the Wing’d Horror of Bannocksbolg, so valiantly slain by Saint Gurge? Who shaped the slithering bulk of Falafnal, the Worm of the West Shore, stabbed through the heart by brave Sir Boarbees? Who devised the first biological emanatory of jellied flame? Who first fine-tuned venom glands to carve rock as readily as flesh? Who hardened some scales to stronger-than-steel and tuned others to soft sweet arterial weakness, ripe for the sword? Who? WHO?!”

“…you?”

Both fists this time, sending a pen airborne for a fraction of a second. “NO you inordinately ignorant ignoramus! The Akoloids did that; the Wilhomps organized the thing. Which is what I am TRYING to DO right NOW but YOU. AREN’T. LETTING ME.” One finger jutted forth from a clenched and clutched claw of a fist, a nail aimed for the heart. “Now SPEAK!!”
“A becloaked sprawlbodied stinker, slowwaking with a big sweet spot,” blurted the messenger.

“Hm!” said Exclemptes. He leaned back in his chair and stroked his chin. “Hm,” he repeated. It was the first non-irritating thing to happen to him all morning. “Well!” he considered. “That is indeed interesting. Very interesting. You! Your message is certain?”
“Yes, Master Wilhomp.”
“Speak more surely! It is precise?”
“Yes, Master Wilhomp!”
“LOUDER! It is the exact and entire words your lord sent you with, not merely the summary of such?”

“YES, MASTER WILHOMP!” roared the messenger. “Probably. Yes. I think so.”

Exclemptes zo Wilhomp threw his pen. It missed the courier and bounced off the door.

“If that glass is chipped I will have you devoured,” he said calmly. “Now. Are. You. Certain. There. Was. Nothingelse?”
“No! Yes! There was nothing else, Master Wilhomp!”
“Did he say what this order was FOR?”
“Personal amusement, Master Wilhomp! Wants to ‘keep himself in hand!’”

“Hah!” guffawed Exclemptes. “About as literally as can be, what with THIS mess! The old coot would get as much swordwork done playing with his pants in private!”
“Pardon, Master Wilhomp?”
“Don’t gossip of your betters! Be on your way, and tell your master I will send him the bill with his order! And wash your tunic – you stain the air!”
“Yes Master Wilhomp! Thank you! Goodbye!”
“Faugh!”

Exclemptes zo Wilhomp locked the door in case the wretched thing should attempt to re-enter the premises, returned to his desk, and, after three tries, unhooked the speaking-trumpet.

“Akoloids!” he shouted down it. “Order from Vogelschnapps! It seems firing the secretary for offending him was indeed the right thing to do, exactly as I have told you! A becloaked sprawlbodied stinker, slowwaking with a big sweet spot. Personal amusement.”

“What, really?” came the reply, surprise naked and unashamed. “Why not stomp on some frogs instead? Same effort, and a lot cheaper.”
“The price is the POINT, as my father spent his whole life telling your father,” said Exclemptes with exasperated patience. “Nobody is impressed by something you can do for free. Get started. And tell the damned secretary to answer the door, the bell is ringing off its hook!”
“You fired her, remember?”
Exclemptes threw the speaking trumpet behind his desk, stomped to the door, turned around, stomped back to the desk twice as fast, dug out the key again, stomped back to the door, unlocked it, and threw the key inside his pants pocket so hard it broke skin on his leg. “Greetings,” he said through clenched teeth to the august, soberly-moustached gentleman at the door. “Exclemptes zo Wilhomp, Purveyor and Planner of Beastes Moste Reptilliyan and co-owner of Wilhomp & Akoloids Greate Reptiyles. Do come inside.”

“I was attempting to do so, sir,” droned the man, who had the sort of rigid cheekbones that had never once cracked under a smile, “but I fear that the door bade me different.”
“Hah hah, your grace. What can I do for the Duke of Babberidge this fine morn?”
“Well, my nephew could do with a bit of a toughening-up. I need something that can put up a fight against him and a good horse and a small assist-party of seventy beaters six houndsmen forty hounds and a squad of gunners. Don’t want to make things too easy on him.”

“Yes, yes, yes, of course, very sensible, very laudable,” said Exclemptes. “Tell me, shall you prefer the beast to be aerial or landbound? Leaping or creeping? Fey and wild or seething with malice? What of its emissions, do you prefer sanguine, bright, cold, searing, or screaming?”
“Oh, whatever’s best,” said the Duke, waving a hand carelessly in the manner of someone who’s never once been shy of a glove. “I suspect you know your business better than I do mine. Now I really must go; the day’s young yet and I have pressing matters to attend to. Shake a leg, sir. I shall expect it by Mortimermass.”

“Yes, your grace. Thank you, your grace. Take care, your grace.”
Exclemptes maintained his poise until the count of ten after the door’s shutting, then dove behind his desk to retrieve the speaking-trumpet. “AKOLOIDS!” he shrieked down it. “The Duke of Babberidge needs a dick-measurer for his nephew and his armada of gormless hired thugs and foxhunters!”
“What? That’s great!”
“The damned old fool doesn’t know a drake from a DUCK! He expects the world and described a mote of dust!”
“What? That’s terrible.”

“TELL ME ABOUT THAT.” Exclemptes sobbed elephantinely into his palms and the trumpet both, then swept his face away with his hands. “No, no, no. This will be alright. Do… a prowling ripper, extra rip. Cloak it, and add a flaremouth. Cold.”
“No wings AND no flames? In a show”
“DON’T SECOND-GUESS ME no, no, that’s too far, it needs SOMETHING. Put a sparktongue in that flaremouth. It won’t be able to light a candle without deepthroating it, but by god it’ll look a blast furnace.”

“’Tongue alone won’t cut it. I’ll put in some oildrool.”
“Are you LISTENING you WRETCHE-“

“Don’t second-guess ME.”

“YOU-!”

Akoloids hung up.

Exclemptes gave a cruel little shriek and flung his speaking trumpet to the desk.

“Err… pardon, Master Wilhomp?” asked the messenger. His clothing was the same, only a little dustier. “But might you have a moment?”
“Don’t interrupt!” snapped Exclemptes. “And yes. Obviously. All the time in the world for Baron Vogelschnapps.”

“Ah, thank you, Master Wilhomp. Yes, well, the Baron. The Baron has thought of some additional criteria for his order.”
Exclemptes’s eyebrows rose. Through great effort, his upper lip did not. “I see? Well, we are not in the business of alterations, but your lord IS among our most exclusive customers, so perhaps we can look the other way this once. What are his thoughts?”
“’Scratch the cloaks and put up wings; quickstart the waking, make the sweetspot bigger,’” reeled off the messenger in a toneless trance.

“Hm!” said Exclemptes, drumming his fingers on the table. “Hmmm! Well then. This we can do, though of course the bill will rise along with the wings – true flight is no mean feat to put on a sixty-foot beast!”
“Hundred-twenty,” chimed in the messenger.
“I beg your very small pardon you exquisite worm?”
“A hundred and twenty feet, Master Wilhomp.”
“Better, but best would’ve been to not have to ask for it.” Exclemptes sniffed aggressively through both nostrils. “The adjustments will be made. You may depart. You shall depart. Now.”
“Thank you, Master Wilhomp.”
“Akoloids!”
“Yeah?” rasped the speaking-trumpet, its ambient wispy buzz now redolent with the addition of thick, mucosal chopping sounds. Exclemptes did not make it his business to consider their origins.
“The Baron’s changed his mind. Scratch the cloaks and put up wings, quickstart the waking, double the sweetspot from big to bigger and supersize it.”
“Really? Did he realize he wasn’t even going to impress himself? Should be a pretty good show now, if you’re blind and deaf. On it.”
“High priority!”
“On it.”
Ring, ring.

“Go AWA- we’re open,” said Exclemptes with exquisite calm as a dress that could’ve been used as a life-raft entered the establishment.

“One is pleased to know this,” said a voice from somewhere inside it. “Tell me, might one procure a garden-pet here?”
“Madam,” said Exclemptes, delicately retrieving what looked like it was a sleeved glove and kissing what was probably a hand, “Wilhomp & Akoloids Greate Reptiyles have produced everything from sea serpents to lawn-drakes. Whatever place in your estate needs a beast, we can make it fit.”

“How droll. Harriet, give the man a cheque and get him to do something for the hedge-maze. One must depart; the smell here is giving one congestion.”
The dress subsided and departed, leaving in its wake a small, irritated-looking woman with a much smaller dress.

“Strict night owl,” she said, slapping the chequebook down on the counter. “Thickblooded, hungry for trespasser flesh, sleeps like a cat. Cheap job.”
“For a custom-”

“She wants the same damned thing her cousin got last year, but living in a pile of leaves instead of a rock garden. Reuse the design, strip out the fire, save both of us money. Take it or eat shit.”
“Fine.”

“Fine.”
The door clanged shut. Exclemptes stared at the cheque with conflicted and vexed emotions.

“’Scuse,” said the messenger. “Do you have another moment, Master Wilhomp?”

“Don’t sneak!” snapped Exclemptes, nearly falling out of his chair. “And don’t SQUEAK either – god, your awful voice is as high-pitched as a WOMAN’S! What is it NOW?!”

“I’m afraid the Baron had been thinking more while I was delivering my last message, and he request a few more tweaks, Master Wilhomp.”
“Fine. Fine! What is it?”
“’Nix the sprawl, turn the stink up to a smokestack, double the sweetspot.’”
Exclemptes smiled and nodded. “Yes. Wonderful. Good. Goodbye now.”
“Yes, Master W-”

Exclemptes slammed the door on the messenger’s foot, cursing a little as it rebounded off his stout, peasantly wooden shoes.

“Akoloids!”
“Yeah?”
“The Baron’s changing his mind again! Nix the sprawl, turn the stink to a smokestack, double the sweetspot!

“We already doubled the sweetspot.”
“Then DOUBLE IT AGAIN!” Ring ring. “Hello, welcome, to WHAT IS IT NOW?”
The messenger abashedly scratched the back of his head. “Err, forgot a bit. Take it to hair-trigger and grease the reflexes. Thanks. Sorry.”

“Go away. Yes, Akoloids, and take it to hair-trigger and grease the reflexes.”

The empty speaking-trumpet sat mutely on the desk.

“AKOLOIDS!”
“What, what? Something else?”
“HAIR TRIGGER. GREASE THE REFLEXES.”
“The Baron still going on?”
Exclemptes bit the speaking-trumpet. Ring, ring, ring, clack.

“Hello, are you open?” inquired the larger and more well-fed of the two men inserting their combined mass into the doorway.

“No, can’t you read the sign?” snapped Exclemptes, rehanging his jaw and hoping he hadn’t chipped a tooth. “What do you need?”
“Here, have a care!” admonished the smaller and more ruffled of the two. “That’s the newest knight of the land you’re speaking to! Sir Pearse!”
“Oh, how thoughtless of me!” smiled Exclemptes brightly. “TERRIBLY sorry to trouble a KNIGHT of the LAND, here come to seek such a big important matter. Now, what do you need to stab, sir? And might you muzzle you upstart grub?”
“Fair ‘nuff,” rumbled Sir Pearse happily, punching his squire affectionately in the kidney. “Shut up, you. I reckon I’ll take a Big Flambe, if you’ve still got any ‘n the stock from last year. Sure made a pretty mess back with Sir Forkmoore’s slaying, I tell you that.”
“Yes, yes, very tragic.”
“I reckon I’n handle that. Got a spear.”
“That should do it.”
“He preferred sword. Showy bastard he was.”
“Too true, too true,” said Exclemptes, shaking his head. “Cheque?”

“Here’n you go,” grunted Sir Pearse, passing the paper with one hand and grabbing his retching squire’s belt with the other. “Hush, you. On m’way now, g’day to you.”
The speaking-trumpet took a moment to work this time, which Exclemptes spent checking the surface for dentally-induced cracks.

“Yeah?”
“We DO have a few Grand Flambe lying around back there, yes?”
“Nope, the equinox tourney took ‘em all. But I could chop shop something close enough to qualify, as long as nobody looks too carefully.”
“It’s a knight’s slaying, the whole audience and every participant will be soused as shrimp and unsensible even when sober. Do it.”

Ring, ring.

Exclemptes steepled his fingers and gave a level gaze at the messenger. “Admit it.”
“Pardon, Master Wilhomp?” gulped the messenger. His eyes glazed with an extra layer of fear.
“Admit you screwed this all up. You can’t hear and can’t think and can’t listen properly and you’re having to salvage it all from half-recollected bits of nonsense and gossip your fellow servants can scrape together, hoping all the while they don’t feed you a discrediting line for their own gain – and the reason you delivered this verbally is because there WAS a document that you LOST and you don’t know what was on it because YOU CAN’T READ.”
The man sagged in relief. “Yes Master Wilhomp! It’s all true Master Wilhomp! I’m sure I’ve got it now though, Master Wilhomp! I asked the butler and he called me a worm but told me everything now, it’s all true! I’m positive! Please spare me!”
“Stop mewling and start speaking,” said Exclemptes, narrowing his eyes in lordly disdain. “And be sure that your Baron will have a full accounting of your failings should he find one fault with this product of your assigned errand!”
“Yes Master Wilhomp thank you Master Wilhomp praise you Master Wilhomp! Turn the heat up from smoke to flame and double the sweet on the spot!” babbled the messenger, backing out the door as he bowed and scraped so hard that he nearly cleaned the dust from the carpet.

Exclemptes shook his head as he picked up the speaking-trumpet. “Akoloids? Change the smokestack to a full flame and double the sweet on the sweetspot.”
A groan. “Really? I don’t know how much more vulnerable this thing can get; I’m already making it with a fully naked chest and a retracted ribcage; want me to just mount its heart on its nose so it can pop it whenever it sneezes?”
“The customer, right or wrong, is always paying.”
“Fine.”

Exclemptes hung up and rubbed his face and thought of luncheons. Akoloids wasn’t angry, god no, but he was already sliding into the sort of surly sulk that he liked to spend whole months in if prodded far enough. Just the sort of thing he needed. God, the amount of salt being added to the day’s coffee was almost enough to cancel out the sugar of Vogelschnapps returning. What a plum that was; he’d sworn to never set foot in the whole of Cabbledrach street again, let alone buy a Wilhomp & Akoloids original. But all aristocratic emotions were fickle and fanciful in the end, even spite.

Ring, ring.

“Admiral.”
“Wilhomp.”
“Six more serpents for the boarding drills?”
“Dullfanged and drooling.”
“Wonderful.”
“Superb.”
“Always happy to assist the navy.”
“Happy to be assisted.”

Exclemptes didn’t even bother picking up the speaking-trumpet; the order had been processed weeks in advance, as had every other of its kind for the past six decades. Predictability was probably why the navy had lost the last war, but if it purchased six practice-serpents every six months who was to say if it was bad or good?
He stood up. Enough prevarication. Luncheon called. Meats and breads and breaded meats and little morsels of fat from honest, boring, expensive animals, things no blade of Akoloids’s would ever touch. The chef would have prepared everything by now.

Ring. Ring.

Exclemptes’s eyes met those of the messenger. The messenger’s eyes met those of Exclemptes.

They were soft, watery. A particular kind of hazel.

“Well?” he snapped.

“I DID get it correct, Master Wilhomp,” said the messenger apologetically. “But there was one more thing, just one more thing. The Baron sent me out specific when I told him it was done, just for this.”
Exclemptes shut his eyes. “Speak. Then never be seen here again.”
“Forget about the sweetspot. Too big a hassle. Also please deliver one copy of the order to every member of the peerage on your patronage list as a surprise present from the Baron to the realm as a whole.”
Exclemptes smiled. “Well. Well, well, well. That’s a big order.”
“Yes, Master Wilhomp.”
“The biggest ever made.”
“The Baron believes that what goes around comes around, Master Wilhomp.”
“Yes it does,” mused Exclemptes. He was smiling, how odd. “Yes it surely does. Oh. Do you know someone called….mmmm….” his brain ticked through half-forgotten things; old meals; dead pets; someone’s aunt “…Svoush?”

The messenger jumped. “Pardon, Master Wilhomp?”
“Former secretary, I think that was her name. Wretched imbecile. You have her peculiar eyes.”
The messenger did not move a single muscle.

“What an utter and totally inexplicable coincidence THAT is!”
“Truly and completely, Master Wilhomp.”

“Now go away! And spend your next meager payday on a PROPER messenger’s uniform – that livery scarce befits your master; it looks like a paltry play-costume stolen from a theater-troupe!”

Slam, click, locked, and ready for lunch. But one last thing, one last word to the speaking-trumpet.

“Akoloids! Final adjustment to the Baron’s orders.”
“I’ll bet.”
“Nix the sweetspot, and we’re giving one to all our clients. The old baboon is having a birthday.”
“Ah.”
“Ah what?”
“It’s just, looking at the order all at once, this is a supersized flying flaming whip-quick greased-reflex monster, and now you say it has NO sweetspots, and-“

“And what?”

“But-”

“But WHAT?”

“…what if they barbecue the clients?

“So what if they do? It’ll be Vogelschnapps’s own damned fault for sending a clod-headed peasant to deliver his messages. I tell you, Akoloids, some people are just too stupid for words.”

Martin’s father was a lawyer. He understood laws.

Martin’s dad was a doctor. He understood medicine.

Martin’s sister was fond of animals. She was studied in biology.

Martin’s brother was into sports. He knew about baseball.

Martin was fascinated by disasters. He was prepared for them.

That was fine. His family understood that what mattered was your interest in something, not its monetary or social value.

The problem was the sort of disasters Martin was prepared for.

***

It began when Martin was very young – one of his first memories, from somewhere in age four. Water winged and concentrating intently on his footing, he was so busy climbing the steps into the pool that he lost the sound of crying in the murmur of the crowd until its bawling source was carried by him.

“-it’s okay there aren’t any-“

“-don’t LIE I don’t WANT to swim with SHARKS-”

Martin stopped, hand still clutching the railing. “Are there sharks?” he asked his father.

“No,” said Martin’s father. “Sharks don’t swim in pools. They’re full of chlorine, it’d be very unhealthy for them.”

“Oh,” said Martin. And he said no more of it, but he descended the steps extra slow the rest of the way – because for the very first time in his life his mind was elsewhere than his body, and whirring even more furiously than his stubby legs as he kicked and splashed. All the way from the pool to a dip in the hot tub to the showers he pondered, and it was in the car home that he made his decision.

“I’d use the pool noodle,” he told his father as they left the parking lot.

“Pardon?”
“I’d use the pool noodle to stop the shark,” he explained patiently. “I’d wave it around until it bites it, then I’d get out of my water wings, and I’d swim away while it attacked them, since they’re bright and floaty. I’d sneak.”
“You’d sink,” said Martin’s father with devastating graciousness. “Don’t ever take off your water wings without talking to me or another adult.”
“But the shark –”

“Sharks can’t swim in pools.”
“But what if one DID.”
“It wouldn’t.”
“But what if one did,” traitorously mused Martin, and so on and so forth until bedtime and the day after, when Martin’s father had forgotten it and assumed the same of his son.

Foolish man! Children don’t forget anything; the hard part is making them understand which parts they should remember as being important.

***

At age nine Martin went to the museum on a school field trip, and a grand time was anticipated to be had by all, except for those who would be bored because they weren’t interested, or bored because they already knew everything, or bored because they were exhausted and couldn’t focus, or those who were just bored.

And Martin, who was having trouble passing through the downstairs gallery hall.

“Martin,” said Mrs. Hollis, a thin, sun-scarred woman of infinite sufferance and infinity plus one suffering. “You’re holding up the tour. C’mon. Let’s go.”
“It’s dangerous,” said Martin, lurking stubbornly behind a support column in a way that would let him juke left and right without much trouble should someone try to grab him.

“The whole place got renovated eight years back, it’s safe.”
“But what if the skeletons come alive?” he argued, pointing up up up at the gallery’s centerpiece and sole attraction: forty-five foot of Tyrannosaurus rex.

“They can’t, Martin,” said Mrs. Hollis. “They aren’t alive.”
“But what if they came alive?”
“Skeletons are dead. And that isn’t a skeleton, actually – it’s a cast of one recreated using actual fossilized bones as the models for moulds. And the fossilized bones are almost entirely casts themselves made from nonorganic mineral seepage slowly replacing the actual skeleton of the animal. There is nothing here to come alive on multiple levels.”
“Wow,” said Martin.

“Yep. Now c’mon.”
“Can I have one minute?”
“You can have until Alvin comes out of the bathroom.”
Martin knew this was a better deal than he could expect, and so took it uncomplainingly. “Okay,” he said, as a toilet flushed in the near distance. “I’m fine now.”
“Good to hear. Do you feel okay?”
“I have a plan,” he told her. “If the skeletons come alive, I’ll run for the bathroom, then wait until it’s chasing someone else. Then I’ll sneak out the rear exit near the cafeteria.”

“Okay,” said Mrs. Hollis. “Why not leave through the lobby though? It’s closer.”
“Because I’ve been here before and I know that the lobby is right next to the big stairs, and the main dinosaur hall is right next to those on the second floor, and the Albertosaurus skeleton is right next to its entrance, and I think it’s small enough to use the big stairs and come downstairs and catch me.”

“Makes sense,” she agreed. “But it won’t do that.”
“But what if it DID?” asked Martin plaintively, only to be swept up in the charge as Alvin returned to the herd and it began to move as one uncaring and ponderous beast into the swirl of the museum.

Much learning was had. Many experiences were cherished. Lifelong impressions were made.

Martin already had one of those. It deepened.

***

When Martin was set to graduate, he refused to go to the graduation party.

“C’mon,” Seth chanted at him. “C’mon, c’mon, c’mon. Everyone’s going.”
“And that’ll help,” said Martin irritably.  “But it won’t be good enough.”
“What, more than everyone being there for the last time with a lot of food, music, and some spiked drinks? Man, even Ben’s gonna be coming and he barely showed up for anything that wasn’t an exam in the last two years.”
“It’s in the main auditorium, and they got rid of the balcony seats last fall,” explained Martin.

“So?”
“So my entire plan for what to do if gravity suddenly reverses is shot. Before I just had to stay underneath a balcony and the farthest I’d fall would be maybe eight feet; now I’m dropping over twenty – farther if I’m too close to the stage. Even if I have good reflexes and end up landing on top of a bunch of other people, I’ll probably break limbs if not my spine, and then I’m stuck with no way to climb back up to the rest of the halls on ground level. I’d just starve to death.”

“Martin,” said Seth, “my buddy. You have got to organize your life in a way that isn’t based around gravity reversing. It’s just not happening.”

“But what if it DID?”

“What if squirrels kidnapped you and bit your knees off?”
Martin considered this. “No,” he decided. “I think I’d be okay. I made a plan for what to do if birds do that, and that’s not that different.”

The noogie that followed was memorable for him, but the message conveyed by it was not.

***

Martin was in a cubicle (or half a cubicle: a whole cubicle was a relic of the ancient past). Martin was filling out forms. Martin was listening to Stephanie complain.

“And the worst part is the total lack of care,” she explained to him. “Sick leave? Nah.”

“Yup,” said Martin. Click. Type. Click. Type. Click.

“ Paid overtime? Nah.”
“Yup,” said Martin. Type type type. Click click. Type. Click.

“I’m amazed they have even have a plan to get us out of the building in case of fire – and even then, it relies on the sprinklers working, and those things are older than my goddamned parents.”
“Right!” said Martin. “Right. No emergency preparedness. That’s why I had to come up with my own solutions.” He pulled open his desk drawer and held aloft a small canister.  “Oxygen tank and respirator. And goggles. Heat-treated.”
“Jesus,” said Stephanie as she ran her fingers over the seals. “High-quality stuff, I’m impressed – but fuck, if the company’s doing such a shitty job keeping us alive that you feel like we should all buy this sort of thing just to stay alive in a fire-”

“Oh, they’re not for fires,” explained Martin. “They’re for if the ceiling turns into taffy. It’d be quite warm, but the main danger would be suffocation, since it’s nearly impossible to swim or move through. The tank would keep me alive long enough to get to the stairwell and break a door, which would drain it all out of the offices and get us some breathing space.”

Stephanie looked at him with an unreadable expression.

“So I don’t think you’ll need the goggles. Just a tank each.”

The expression hardened around the edges, like old bones buried deep.

“You can borrow mine if you want to know the manufacturer. But whatever you do, don’t confuse it with the other bottle. That one is the bear spray.”
“You have bear spray in your desk.”
“Yes. In case our boss turns into a bear.”

She turned and left.

“But what if she DID?” Martin called after her.

Her stride accelerated. He remembered that happening, but didn’t understand why.

***

“That’s strike two,” said Jane as she helped Martin load the rest of his stuff into the back of her van. It was warm and spacious and smelled slightly of wildlife urine.

“I didn’t make a big deal of it,” he pointed out. “I didn’t ask my boss about their plans. I just tried to help a coworker.”
“You were keeping bear spray in your desk.”
“They confiscated it,” he complained.

“Good, because it isn’t getting in my car. Couldn’t you get fired on a day where yours wasn’t in the shop? Bonds of siblinghood aside, I just helped you move – ask Davie next time this happens, it’s his turn.”
“I didn’t plan on getting fired,” he explained as they pulled out of the parking lot.
“Why not? It’s better odds than the bear thing.” Tick tick goes the turn signal.
“But what if it did happen?” Vroom, slow acceleration.

“It won’t.” Low grumble and lurch to a stop at the light.
“But what if it-”

“Martin,” said Jane with the endless impatience and perfect understanding of a sister, “life is full of things that can happen. Why not think about them, instead of things that won’t?”
“But,” began Martin, as they pulled forwards into the intersection, which was when the man came through the red light.

He was looking at something that wasn’t the light. Maybe it was his phone? Or the floor. Or a sandwich.

He was moving very fast.

He was going to hit them.

Then they were probably going to hit other people.

What did you do in a car accident?

Martin knew what to do if an asteroid landed off the east coast of Mexico. He knew what to do if housepets across the world rose up and tried to kill humanity. He knew what to do if the floor was made of lava (as long as it wasn’t too hot). He knew what to do if a blizzard happened in July. He knew what to do if trees became conscious and vengeful. And he didn’t know what to do in a car accident.

But, his hindbrain, spine, and arms all helpfully communicated to him, he DID know what to do someplace else.

So he grabbed the steering wheel with both hands, wrenched it through a remarkable series of events, and didn’t blink until everything stopped moving around.

***

Davie drove them hope. It was, as Jane reminded him, his turn.

“That was very, very, very, very lucky,” she said. Again.

“Probably,” said Martin. Again.

“I mean, what were the chances of that?”
“A spaceship crashing in front of us, or the chances of me remembering what to do if a spaceship crashes in front of us, or the chances of me remembering what to do if a spaceship crashes in front of us and doing that when a car is about to crash into us?”

“The last one.”
“Dunno. One hundred percent? It’s happened once.”

Jane gently tipped forwards with a groan and tapped her forehead against the dashboard.

“Sit up,” said Davie. “What if you have whiplash?”
“Better doctors than you have already checked and said nope,” she muttered from below. “Not a scratch – not on me, not on Marty, not on anything but a long, long streak of asphalt and half  my van. And besides, I don’t wanna look at the road right now. Just makes me paranoid.”

“Don’t worry, I’ll go slow, put on some music – nice, dumb stuff from your old mix CDs, so it’ll keep you too irritated to be jumpy. You doing okay back there, man?”
“Sure,” said Martin.

“Really?”

“All of that stuff was an unprecedented and inexplicable fluke,” said Martin. “It happening again seems pretty unlikely, so why worry?”

Jane turned up the volume.

Martin remembered that. But he wasn’t sure why it happened.

He was used to that. 

The wind blew soft, the sun rose high, and the ground trembled under heavy weight from both ends of the pasture.

The cattle raised their heads. A procession of apes approached, sticks in hand, fires in stick, shouts in mouth and gleams in eye.

“Listen!” they called. “Listen to us! Bend to us! Do as we wish! We are tool-makers, and we are in the hands of Tool-Maker, and through us Tool-Maker demands you bend! Look!” they shouted, and they hoisted up a tall pole on which they had strung the skulls of cattle. “Here, place your god here! We will hold them as easily as we hold your bodies! Now submit!”

The cattle packed tightly and stood firm, but they did not charge, and this was all the bravery needed for one of the most adorned and adored apes to march forwards – he wore a cattle skull over himself, as if to compensate for the fur he lacked.

“You are large, but simple,” he said in a tired, matter-of-fact voice. “You are strong, but slow. Do as we ask and we will put you to better use. Look“- he shook the staff in his hand- “I bear the old horns of your old mothers and fathers, and through them I bear their manifestation of your Oldest Parent. You will do as your Oldest Parent bids, and your Oldest Parent is in my hands, and I am in Tool-Maker’s hands. This is how it is, now and forever.”

The cattle stared at the adorned ape. A calf bleated, but briefly – as if too frightened for full song in full voice. Then one after another the horned heads dipped, and with a snort hither and thither, the herd relaxed. The ape walked, and they followed behind.

“Yay! Woo! Hurrah!” shouted the other apes, capering along behind and around and clapping hands with each other. “He’s done it again! They said he couldn’t, but he did! Another victory for our Tool-Maker!”

***

It really was a great victory, even the apes who were lower in Tool-Maker’s esteem grudgingly admitted. It brought them meat and milk, and so large, and with tough skin you could peel loose from the meat and dry into usefulness. True, sheep had milk and meat and were soft, but they were smaller. True, the traitor-wolves who had named Tool-Maker their new family were cleverer and more useful to hunt and to warn of the cats that still roamed at night where Tool-Maker’s light did not shine, but they were smaller. Size meant a lot, even to apes that told themselves that size meant nothing with tools in your hands.

So they hurrayed the cattle into their new pasture, and hurrayed the priestly apes who had led them there, and above all else they hurrayed the great Tool-Maker, who was the one being in this world who realized that others were more than friend or foe, but objects in your grasp, and who most munificently and mercifully bestowed this knowledge and power upon its children when the other idiot weakling beings beyond of the world left their children to their idiot play.

They also hurrayed eating a cow. That was nice. But one cow less still left many, and cows eat more than sheep. So it was that the next day, and the next day, and the day after that found many of the apes in their fields, sowing and reaping and sweating and bleeding so that they might have bread and their new tools might have fodder in harder times.

They didn’t mind. Tool-Maker demanded it, and Tool-Maker would reward them with more victories over more weak things and weak gods. Soon their mouths would touch meat once more. So they heaved and pulled and toiled and laboured and finally rejoiced, for lo – the crop sprouted, and it was good, and great, and gritty and spiny and poked harshly against their sunburnt and raw hides, and they gathered it all and heaped it away from the rain and wind and sun under cover of roof-and-walls, as Tool-Maker had told them to do.

Then the time came when the pastures the cattle were confined to ran dry under the rainless sun, and food was scarce. Able apes unsealed the grain’s caskets, and within found a least savory sight: dozens and dozens of cute little pink noses and black little eyes and brown-and-white waist-coats of fur, fleeing at speed with naked tails trailing behind.

“Rodents!” they complained to the most adorned apes of the city. “Miserable thieving rodents have stolen our crop, with which we feed our captive tools! This is outrageous! We are outraged!”

“Yes,” agreed the most adorned ape, wearily donning an extra necklace or eight, and choosing a suitably impressive headpiece. “This is true. We will correct this behaviour permanently and thoroughly.”

So the apes marched through their shelters and brandished sticks and fires and shouted not with fierce joy but with smouldering rage, and more than one errant spark had to be hastily quenched with dirt and singed ape-flesh lest it catch aflame their own property. At the head stomped the most adorned ape, whose staff was now festooned with the trophies of sheep, traitor-wolf, AND cattle, and in his gaze was a businesslike no-nonsenseness that was far more dreadful than the wrath of his followers, and he stopped before the most plundered and desecrated of the grain-storages and held his staff aloft.

“Squeakers,” he proclaimed, “you are tedious, but you are small. You are vexing, but you are fleeting. Look“- and here he shook the staff in his hand –“we have subdued far greater and more impressive beasts than you will ever be, by the work of Tool-Maker subduing their gods that are far greater and more impressive than yours will ever be. You will do as your Quickly-Hiding bids, and your Quickly-Hiding is in my hands, and I am in Tool-Maker’s hands. This is how it is, now and forever.”

There was no response for an instant. Then the adorned ape jumped and said an unforgivable word – a small mouse had crawled down his arm and hopped into his palm, where it squeaked at him, then leapt free. Then another, another – a little flood of rodents seeping from his adornments and flowing out from his hands, launching from between his fingers like salmon over rapids. All the other apes drew back in confusion as he capered and cursed and swatted, and when at last his dance had ended he had not one speck of adornment upon his naked ape frame – all was discarded, chewed, and damaged – nor was there a single mouse clutched in his hands.

Here the once-adorned ape might have fixed things, had he his full presence of mind to him. But he was tired and upset and had lost his temper for the first time in years and was currently unadorned, whereas the (formerly) second-most-adorned ape was fresh and alert and had been waiting for this sort of thing and was now the most adorned ape, so when he stepped forwards without hesitation or apparent haste and called “So! The battle is a draw! We will not be troubled by the squeakers, but nor shall we be spared them – more labour is needed! More tools to be made! Tool-Maker did not raise us to be lazy – while they work apace on this, we shall clear new fields! The swamps must be made tools!” everyone was happy to listen to him and hurrayed him and they did not look upon the (formerly) most-adorned of apes, or wish to think of him any more.  Or to think of how it was that small things might resist Tool-Maker, who brought them victory over the mighty.

Better to think of the victories yet to come.

***

The swamps were thick, and green, and wet, and to dam them and drain them took many stones and much time. Oh so much time. Time spent groaning, and heaving, and dropping rocks on sensitive ape toes and bruising thin-skinned ape arms and (once) flattening an over-ambitious ape like a pancake underneath a boulder ten times their weight.

But it was done, because the fields must be expanded, because the cattle must be fed, because Tool-Maker’s grasp was inescapable and firm. Anything less was unthinkable and impossible.

What was extremely thinkable and possible were the mosquitoes. A mosquito for every inch of skin for every ape in the swamp, turned red and flushed and impossibly, horrifically itchy.

This was horrendous. This was vexing. This was an obstacle. So the apes assembled the sticks and the fires and their irritation and (scratching themselves many, many times), trailed behind the most adorned ape, who was carrying a big stick with a foul-smelling fire made from damp and odorous herbs upon it and taking care to stand in the smog let off by it. They proceeded into the heart of the swamp, and a great fire was built up with bundles of herbbs to spread the smoke farther and higher, and there the most adorned ape began to preach.

“Listen well, you perfidious gnats!” he scolded the whining marsh around them. “You are no obstacle! You are irritation! You are barely even alive, barely even animate – who are you to put yourself so against the will of us, and thereby Tool-Maker, the greatest of gods? What does your own Careful Bloodsuck bid of you – nothing! Nothing but to exist! You are barely alive; now leave us this patch of shameful waste you covet and find yourselves a better role. As you are in no ways fit for tool use, maybe repent long enough and return to us as something useful. Now do as Tool-Maker bids!”

The whining stopped.

For a long, slow, glorious moment the adorned ape could barely fight to keep the smile from his face. Oh, he had done it! He had triumphed! He had dismissed the purposeless!

Then, one at a time and all very quickly, each ape of good hearing realized something: they couldn’t hear the whining because so many wings were beating that the sound resembled a rumble. And then the sky turned black, not from smoke, but from bodies.

By the time everyone was back in town – everyone who hadn’t run into the swamps in their panicked flight, or into the fire, or over each other – it was impossible to say who the most adorned ape was. Everything that impeded flight had been dropped or torn away.

Besides, there were other distractions. Two hours after the retreat, the chills came.

***

With the chills came aches. With the aches came fever. With the fever came trembling.

The apes sickened. They laid low in their shelters, they sprawled in the (empty, rodent-haunted) grain stores, they packed into the walls of the Home of Tool-Maker, where the adorned apes had not the energy or time to protest their presence. Anywhere was better than lying prone in the open where more mosquitoes or a cat or even a rogue traitor-wolf (considering, perhaps, a second betrayal) might fall upon you.

“This will end,” croaked the doughtiest remaining of the adorned apes, arms trembling as he donned as much regalia as his frail body could support. “To be set back by foes is one thing; to suffer recalcitrance from a masterless, heedless divine in delusion of its place beneath Tool-Maker is another… but to perish at mindless, thoughtless disease? No!”

So the last adorned ape tottered through the moans and shivers of his kin and stood at the great gate to the Home of Tool-Maker and looked out over the homes (full of the ill) and the fields (fallow and weed-choked) and the pastures (empty; when had THAT happened?), and he raised his hands, thumbs and fingers curled in opposition, and he spoke thusly.

“Oh wretched illness, you are not even alive. You have no god of your own. You have no will of your own. You are but a tool of the mosquitoes – and no tool shall fell those who follow Tool-Maker! I call upon them to cast you away and turn you to better purposes. Away now, empty thing, neither follower nor followed! Begone, and make no reply nor retort lest you make it from a god of your own unto mine!”

The words were remembered most clearly by some of the survivors from the outermost homes, as was the moment that the entire Home of Tool-Maker liquefied into a thin, clear fluid and sank into the ground without a bubble.

And when enough time had passed that even the ground where that Home had once stood was simple bare, unstained stone again; when enough time had passed that the order of events was lost, then the events themselves; when once again divinity essayed forth from apes, it did so with a softer tread, a quieter voice, and a hand that trembled, as if ever-ready to flinch.

Few begrudged it thus.